Please understand. I am very appreciative of my body and what it currently looks like and can do. But, bottom line, I want to lose weight. While I am surrendering the specific goals I had wanted to reach prior to vacation, I can't quite give up hope that I will get to normal weight and lower body fat percentage. I am not yet ready to wave the white flag of surrender and just let go all of my hopes and dreams when it comes to weight loss and fitness. Still, in the midst of my weariness, I need to also figure out what to do so that I can hold on long enough to get through this.
(from the Biggest Loser)