I've been feeling antsy and worried all week, simply because of an announcement that was made Tuesday in my Muay Thai class:
Normally I would have been excited about that but people, I'm in a boot. I can't run at least until after I see my doctor on November 9th. Which means the kyoshi has the right to tell me not to bother to test if I can't get through the pre-test.
I had to wait it out until I could see her last night. Didn't make for a good week for me. I was just frustrated and upset all week long. This is NOT where I thought I'd be right now!!! I'm supposed to be in the best shape of my life and demonstrating mad Muay Thai skillz.
I didn't sleep well, and I already feel tired by the end of most days because of this dumb boot, so not sleeping is making things feel worse than normal. Plus you know I had some crazy dreams, although I could only remember one.
So last night prior to my class when she asked me how I was doing, I replied, "Feeling very frustrated." She told me I should hang in there so I felt it was a good time to ask about the pre-test. She replied, "Helen, I know you can run. Come to the pretest and then after you go see your doctor we'll go from there to decide what to do about test day itself." So that means I got the waiver because they are considering the first tested run (which I ran with the 2 fractures and torn tendon, I just didn't know it) as good enough for me to move on!!
Load off my mind. Maybe the crazy dreams will stop now.